Otis' are failing..........

So, I hate to be a downer, but I'm not going to lie and pretend like I have been doing good. I have completely failed this week. I have been feeling really down, a little depressed and well just plain ole blah. I don't want to get dressed, put makeup on, do my hair, or go any where! I am thinking its because Corey left again, I am feeling like I am in limbo and anxious about our move and not knowing still, moving by myself and all that is required of me to do so. I don't know how to just snap out of this funk that I am in. I know all the churchy answers, but sometimes I don't even want to do those things. I am going to see the doc on Tuesday to see what he says and to see if he can up or add to my antidepressant med. Again, I know this isn't what I really wanted to write about but this is just what it is right now. I will however still try to reach my goal of family prayer and FHE with the kids. I love you all and am more than ever thankful for this blog than I was in the beginning. It is very exciting and comforting to see everyone elses post. Hopefully whatever I am going through will pass soon. I will def. keep you up to date and hopefully have better news by next week! Love you ~